anxious and tired.
Hi blog! long time no see <3 I am still very much addicted to minecraft, and the server is still doing well! I have officially passed my classes this semester (those two college classes were hell but we survived š). Got all A's and a B in statistics... also joined a bunch of clubs and did absolutely nothing with them.
anyways thats all over and christmas is over too! I got a whole bunch of PC and desk stuff including a new graphics card. (NVIDIA 1650 upgraded to an AMD 6700xt š) I haven't noticed any huge differences, but I'm sure I will in the future. Sadly I haven't gotten my license yet, although all I need to do now is take my final 30 minute driving test. I'm dreading that very much, but also want to get it over with just as much.
I hope to do some more drawing and writing soon with my extra free time since next semester I only have 2 classes. However how much of that free time will really be free is debatable, since I'm being pressured very hard to get a job.
(College housing application is 250 dollars and I don't have 250 dollars š)
So my plan is to get my license and then get a job somewhere around here? I don't know, and I really don't want to know if I'm honest. This last home stretch before college is really gonna be terrible I know it... the senioritis hit really hard last month and I know It's gonna continue :/ 17 hasn't been treating me well and I can't wait until 18. Not that I don't love my family and appreciate having such a great one, but they have their flaws and honestly they give me so much anxiety. I hope once I get to college the anxiety doesn't eat me alive.
Everything just stresses me out. I need a month to just do nothing. to lay in bed and sleep. to lay in bed and read the first twilight book. to sit at my desk and draw until my hand cramps.
Sorry, started writing poetry there... This is getting really long at this point so I'll just end it here. See you soon ā¤ļø
(edit: omg I forgot to tell you about my ACT test in December. I didn't study at all and guess what! My score stayed the exact fucking same. I hate that fucking test so much. I will sell my soul for 3 more points on that motherfucker. I'm pissed.)